since we last spoke...

[svnsettia]

i know that my last post was a few months ago and it said "i'm back!" but then i continued to not post anything. part of it is because i broke my laptop shortly after that post and didn't have easy access to a computer until recently. the other part is that i just kept spiraling deeper and deeper towards rock bottom and was just too focused on surviving. my workplace became a very bad environment for me, and i was struggling immensely with grief, loss, codependency and addiction.

since we last spoke, i've been continuing to develop my faith and learn about christianity . i've also learned a lot more about radical feminism (message me for a link to my radfem discord server!), and really started to solidify my anti-pornography views. i've definitely been growing into myself and my beliefs, although there's a lot that i'm admittedly still unsure of. i hope to share these things on my blog as i start using dreamwidth more and becoming comfortable here again.